Mojo Monday ~ I Am Not Enough


I have spent a great deal of time with women friends and a fair amount of time at women gatherings and it is surprising, and also sadly not surprising, to hear women of all ages and sizes express “I am not enough.” I have at times found myself surprised and mystified that a woman I know, who I find to be attractive, intelligent, creative, interesting and successful can still feel that she is not enough.

This has led me to ponder more deeply why so many of us feel this way. What creates this pervasive feeling that we are lacking? Why do we feel we aren’t enough? Is it something we have learned and absorbed from the outside world? Do the images of physical perfection that fill magazines and movie screens chip away at our own sense of self worth? What can we do differently and how can we think differently, so that we really see ourselves and value ourselves?

Suggested Reading ~ You Can Heal Your Life by Louise L. Hay

The Real Problem

“So here is a client who has just looked in the harmless little mirror, and he or she is all upset. I smile with delight and say, ‘Good, now we are looking at the real problem; now we can begin to clear out what is really standing in your way.’ I talk more about loving the self, about how, for me, loving the self begins with never, ever criticizing ourselves for anything.

I watch their faces as I ask them if they criticize themselves. Their reactions tell me so much:

  • Well, of course I do.
  • All the time.
  • Not as much as I used to.
  • Well, how am I going to change if I don’t criticize myself?
  • Doesn’t everyone?

To the latter, I answer, ‘We are not talking about everyone we are talking about you. Why do you criticize yourself? What is wrong with you?’

As they talk, I make a list. What they say often coincided with their ‘should list.’ They feel they are too tall, too short, too fat, too thin, too dumb, too old, too young, too ugly. (The most beautiful or handsome will often say this.) Or they’re too late, too early, too lazy, and on and on. Notice how it is almost always ‘too’ something. Finally, we get down to the bottom line, and they say, ‘I am not good enough.’

Hurrah, hurrah! We have finally found the central issue. They criticize themselves because they have learned to believe they ‘are not good enough.’ Clients are always amazed at how fast we have gotten to this point. Now we do not have to bother with any of the side effects such as body problems, relationship problems, money problems, or lack of creative expressions. We can put all our energy into dissolving the cause of the whole thing: ‘NOT LOVING THE SELF.'”

About Michelle Fairchild

Michelle Fairchild is a writer and artist who at heart is a soulful and sensitive intuitive, a courageous creator, a resilient visionary, a self-esteem fluffer, a marvelous music mixer and one who offers up bridges of connections to her fellow travelers. She believes We Are All Meant to Shine! You can read more of her writing at her web site: We Are All Meant to Shine. ( She is happily married to a middle school science teacher and is the adoring mama to identical twin daughters, who are very active 7-year-olds who keep her dancing. She has a small creative business called Red Boa Productions and also works for a non-profit foster-adoption agency in Northern California.

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